Becoming Baptized in Love

Summary

A woman who experienced severe trauma at age 9-10 grew up with clinical depression, severe anxiety, panic attacks, and mood swings, taking 5 different antidepressants (Lexapro, Prozac, etc.) with multiple psychiatrists and therapists unable to help. At 16 her suicidal ideation worsened and by 18-19 she developed severe anorexia, rapidly losing weight to 70 pounds and at the verge of death, with her body so malnourished it no longer knew how to digest food even when she wanted to recover, and she had lost her menstrual cycle for 10 years. At age 24 while actively planning her suicide, she found Dr. Joe on YouTube and committed to 5-6 meditations daily, reasoning "if it doesn't work then I'll just take my life," and within weeks she started digesting small amounts of food, and after one meditation energy flowed from her legs through her head in a profound mystical experience where she came out of her body, looked at herself from afar flooded with God's love, forgave herself for everything, and then experienced 6 months of sustained mystical states where she opened her eyes and saw everything as frequency and energy with no physical form, feeling "baptized with love" and crying herself to sleep from the overwhelming love. The next day she could finally eat and nourish her body, rapidly gaining weight back, and within 4 days of Blessing of the Energy Centers meditation her menstrual cycle returned (shocking her doctor with normalized hormones), and now at 27, she's a completely different person running a successful bakery business receiving recipe downloads from "other realms" during meditations, using organic whole foods to nourish people.