Stories of Transformation - Holly

Summary

At age 12, her stepfather took her to school, came home and shot himself, and no one told her what happened—she found out by overhearing the maids talking, dove under the sideboard, had a psychotic split, and emerged laughing hysterically saying "it'll be fine." Over the next 12-15 years, she lost 27 people (friends, loved ones, animals, parents), creating the belief "you get near me, you die," which led to severe isolation and intimacy issues. She became extremely ill with autoimmune conditions, Epstein-Barr virus, chronic fatigue sleeping 16-18 hours a day, and was on antibiotics for 13 years, moving 20 times and attending 20 different schools. She had seen every type of doctor and healer (traditional, alternative, Chinese, Reiki, NLP, hypnotherapy in Ojai for 4 days straight, spiritual teachers) and spent thousands on remedies, finally moving to the western slope of Colorado at age 50 to literally die and live out her days. After discovering Dr. Joe's work 4 years ago and attending 8 events, during a coherence healing in the cage in Santa Fe, all 27 deceased loved ones (including 2 horses and 2 dogs) appeared in a vision, circled around her in a "huge puppy pile," and told her "we've never been gone, we've been here your entire life, we just didn't know how to get your attention." This transformed her belief system completely, she regained her energy and now feels invincible at nearly 72 years old, and while in Italy for 2 months, she met a man at a Christmas dinner who invited her to his agriturismo, she ended up staying at his place, and never left for an entire month—he is the person she's been waiting for her whole life.