She Immersed Herself in the Work – and Found a New ‘Destiny’

Summary

2020 started getting sick with fertility issues, premature menopause, lost half hair, extremely fatigued depressed, blood work showed cascade of hormone imbalances, thyroid issues, multiple blood disorders, protein and nutrient deficiencies. Retested for blood disorders showing severe anemia and neutropenia with no or limited white blood cells, six weeks retesting showed white blood cells continued deteriorating worse and worse. Sent to oncologists for regular cancer screening, living in total fear, became obsessed with controlling environment through diet and specialists, oncologist said isolate from world due to severe neutropenia, common cold could kill, too sick for vaccine, can't work in office anymore. Progressed to Mast Cell Activation Syndrome and multiple chemical sensitivity, allergic to environment, eating only 10 foods, severe shooting nerve pain in legs, sleep issues waking in panic gasping for air, muscle loss, osteopenia bones breaking, fell breaking right humerus second largest bone requiring surgery and metal plates. Tested for 12 toxic molds positive for 10 with 80% in 95th percentile, body colonized with mold composting from inside out, Marcons bacterial infection lost hearing left ear. Had to sell house and get rid of everything owned, sitting in new apartment feeling sorry for herself severe cognitive issues and dementia spells, kept hearing about Dr. Joe Dispenza in podcasts. Started meditating 7 hours daily because so sick could barely stand, one day woke with energy and left ear popped open hearing again, could see clearly rather than double vision, chose love and freedom showing up for herself first time, stopped seeing doctors and taking medications including hormone replacement therapy. From no quality of life to working again within six weeks six months ago, towards end mystical experience saw light angels saying would be healed with no withdrawals, voice said do you not trust child as arm moved opiates to garbage, 12 years opiate addiction ended with only three days occasional thoughts wondering if getting sick then meditating through it, body making own chemicals and opioids.