Stories of Transformation - Jenna and Jessi

Summary

Identical twin sisters who had a toxic love-hate relationship for most of their lives, always fighting and reacting to each other because each twin's strengths were the other's weaknesses, constantly looking at their flaws reflected in each other, judging, distrusting, and using things against each other, with a family dynamic where they and their mom and her sister would team up against each other, leading to four years of living in different states not talking. Both suffered severe depression and anxiety, taking pharmaceutical medications and self-medicating for most of their lives, searching for happiness externally, and one twin said "she broke my heart worse than any man ever could." Two years ago, one twin discovered Dr. Joe and they both read "Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself," having simultaneous spiritual awakenings where they realized they could change, with one twin immediately telling her therapist after three weekly years of therapy that she didn't need to come anymore, though initially one was resistant until she overheard the audible version and secretly bought it, leading them to cry and hug knowing it would change their lives. After attending a cruise with Dr. Joe in March 2018, they completed the progressive workshop in three days and started meditating multiple times daily, waking at 3:30am together (challenging for the non-morning person twin), attending separate and joint week-longs including Toronto where they studied what each other was thinking and doing to develop strengths, transforming from adversaries to allies which skyrocketed their progress and healed their family including their parents and sister now doing the work. One twin manifested getting off Adderall after 15 years (eight months clean), both got off all pharmaceutical medications, completed a fitness challenge together effortlessly when their outer world had to match their transformed inner world, and now have balanced chemical, emotional, and physical health for the first time in their lives.