Worthy of a Life Without Breast Cancer

Summary

A hypnotherapist diagnosed with hormonal breast cancer in 2021 had a 5-centimeter tumor on her right breast surrounded by microcalcifications, and her doctors gave her treatment to possibly reduce the tumor enough to be operable while saving the breast. Already familiar with Dr. Joe's work and having read "You Are the Placebo," she went all in by increasing from 1 hour of meditation daily to 2 hours daily using Joe Dispenza meditations, and four months into treatment the tumor had reduced by 25% (doctors were surprised and happy, but she said "that's not enough for me"). Scheduled for her next mammogram in July, she rescheduled it for August because she was booked for the London week-long retreat, and when chosen to be a healee, walking beside 300 healers and seeing people in wheelchairs and worse conditions than hers, she wanted to give her healee ticket to someone else—then "like a freight train hit me" she realized that at the bottom of her heart she didn't feel worthy of receiving healing, shocking her because as a therapist she was proud of healing people and talking to them about self-love but didn't love herself. During the three coherence healings (with one healer who had been through the same condition), her whole left side went catatonic, her right side made spasmodic moves, her right hand went in all directions, then she felt her chest open and woke up crying "I love you, I love you all" in the middle of 2,500 people, and she knew she was healed. The mammogram and echography showed no trace of tumor (microcalcifications still there), they did the operation to see what was inside the former tumor tissue, and results came back with all three markers measured at 0-0-0 (like three Olympic circles out of five). She later received two email inquiries from prospective breast cancer clients asking "do you think we deserve healing," highlighting the widespread issue of unworthiness.